When interacting with others, I’m currently working on giving sincere appreciation and encouragement as if they’re exalted among humankind.
“Yeah. I just need some air. I can handle it, Harrison. Thank you, though.” 5 more of those monsters were crawling towards her, two of them on either wall of the hallway. Maxine turned around, she was close to the exit. They’re not real, they’re not real, they’re not real, she thought to herself.
The door burst open and Maxine rushed out, slamming the door behind her and sinking to sit against the bottom of the door. Breath in, breath out. Breath in, breath out.
They were next to her. They started crawling up her arms, her legs, her body. She could feel them. Shutting her eyes tight, Maxine waited for the pain. It never comes, but that doesn’t stop her from believing it could. She waited.
No pain. She slowly opened her eyes. One of them crawled across her face. Maxine let out a little sigh of relief. Calming down, she sat there, outside where passengers in cars could see her in the nearby road, monsters crawling all over her, her clothes soaked with crusted blood.
Eventually, when the monsters crawled out of sight, they stopped crawling back into sight. Maxine couldn’t tell when, but the feelings of prickly legs and dripping blood disappeared for each monster. Soon she wasn’t even covered in blood stains.
* * *
“Bye Harrison, see you tomorrow,” Maxine called.
He responded, “See ya!”
Maxine walked out of the building and headed to the forest. It sure is nice living so close to work, she thought to herself, maybe I should just head home on bad days like this. It’s been a long time since Maxine had this much trouble determining what is real and what isn’t, she started beating herself up internally for loosing control of her coping skills, especially at work. She felt so ashamed and afraid for her job security.
Maxine though she saw someone moving behind a tree in the corner of her eye. She quickly glanced and focused on that tree. It was very thin. Not again, she was already confused today.
She started creeping to the tree, “Hello? Is anybody there?”
She head a twig snap in the other direction, and she spun around so fast the she almost lost her footing. She saw it again, a dark silhouette disappear behind another thin tree. Logically she knew it wasn’t real, a tree like that couldn’t conceal anybody.
“Hello?” She said, her voice more shaky and stressed than before. She didn’t know what direction it would come from next, she stood still.
Hearing leaves crunch behind her, she froze. It took another step towards her, then another. A feeling rippled through her. I’m going to die. She burst into a run, slipping on the leaves from the first leap. Her steps were loud, echoing rhythmically throughout the forest, but they were not the only steps. Behind her, steps turned into strides, getting faster and faster. Maxine tried to remember her coping skills, but it was so hard through the heavy breathing and exhaustion.
It gained on her and then pounced. After what seemed like an eternity of silence in that short moment, another new thing happened. It landed on her back and tackled her to the ground. Its claw was digging into her arm, resting at the end of a big gash. It hurt like hell and Maxine was bleeding a lot. Right behind her head was something puffing warm, foul breath, and then a snarly, ear-piercing growl was emitted from this beast.
Maxine watched as the little man climbed up the table and inspected her. Maxine has seen him before, she knows he poses no threat. She focused on what was actually happening, she listened to her boss’s speech. The man, smaller than a real-world dwarf but with the body shape of a normal man, walked closer this time. He came withing feet of where Maxine was sitting. Then he did something he never did before. He spoke.
“I know you know I can see you, you know.”
Maxine glanced at him, he was looking at her in a way that was extremely convincing that he was real. She mustered up the willpower to look away again and refocus.
Something else caught her eye. Across the table, crawling out from the back of Harrison’s head was a spider-like monster of the same size as his head. When it was in plain sight, it only had 6-no, 5 legs, and it had the head of a person. It’s eyes and jaw were missing, blood heavily dripping everywhere, and it’s upper teeth were long, thick, and sharp. It was making a loud, almost telepathic clicking noise.
As always, nobody in the room saw or heard things like this. But something new struck Maxine’s attention. The little man didn’t either. Usually Maxine’s hallucinations are aware of each other, and they almost always cooperate in whatever way they are trying to torture her. Maxine stood there in shock, and then fear.
“Hey,” Harrison whispered, “Are you okay?”
Maxine snapped out of it for a second, “Oh yeah, yeah.” It was hard not to look back at the creature on his head, especially because she is now having a really hard time determining what is real and what isn’t.
The monster crawled down Harrison’s face. made it’s way to the table. Maxine now faced a terrifying monster slowly creeping its way towards her, and a little man staring at her with smug curiosity.
The anxiety reached a boiling point. Maxine sprang up from her chair, it rolling back to tap the glass when it slowed. She briskly walked to the door, trying to maintain her composure.
When she noticed everyone was looking at her, especially her boss, all she could muster was an, “Excuse me,” before she left the room.
Making her way to the building exit for some air, she just now processed the look on her boss’s face. He knows what goes on, a little bit. He doesn’t care to understand, he judges her, and he holds her responsible for her control over it. Sure, HR stops him from doing anything, for the most part. What a smugly irritable look he had on his face. Everybody else had no clue why Maxine did things like this to boot.
“Maxine!” Harrison was running down the hallway after her. “Are you having trouble seeing things today?”
“What I hate about the star wars community is how divided it is. Nobody seems to appreciate the storytelling that the prequels bring to the table. It brings so much lore to the star wars universe MUCH needed lore. When I was a kid if you had asked me what a jedi was I would have said Luke skywalker. When episode 1 came out and I watched it my whole view point of the sith and jedi changed. There are people who love the original trilogy, there are those who love the prequels, and there are those who love Star Wars. Anakin Skywalker is one of the best and I’ll dare say the best characters in star wars because of his back story. The emotion that radiates from haydens eye’s in the movies is beautiful. People say that Anakin was too winy, but nobody ever stops to realize that Luke was whiny as well. No movie is perfect, but each star wars is if not one thing. Beautiful.” -Fujiwara Complex (YouTube)
Stuff on a resume is just one tool in the toolbox to reach your goals. Charm and charisma is another. It is possible to take a shortcut to your dreams without fulfilling the requirements society tells you that you need to fulfill first. I suggest working on your charisma. It is a science, the information is out there.
I like tasty bottomless beverages but I’m trying to avoid caffeine and sugar so I can get to sleep. I finally thought of the perfect solution! Decaf coffee!
All things are either not true or not not true yet, there is no truth or “proving” things, only disproving or a failure to disprove.
- See how it is, not how you want it to be
- Big and small, simple to answer or open-ended
- The internet is at our disposal !
- Seek to fail to disprove yourself (no confirmation bias)
- Something testable that can be disproven
- Only test one variable
- Have a control group that doesn’t change to compare to (if people, they should not know whether they are the control group or not)
- Have at least 100 trials
- No bias
- Measurable data
- Take and keep notes on everything, including all observations and possible human error
- Analyze possible human error
- Graphs, charts, and general visualization of data (leads to better insights)
- Try different calculations for new insights
- Did the experiment disprove the hypothesis? (if not it either starts or adds to a theory, this is what a theory is: failure to disprove)
- Write-up of the experimentation including notes from experimentation and analysis
- Report all possible human error
- A summary and captivating story
- Charisma, persuasiveness
- Possible applications